ThiNK Be4 u ActS !

my blog recently all moody one. y does this happened?

but really. i doesnt even know what is goin on wit evy1 around me.

i am so sick of having a feeling for those who doesnt cares abt me.

y do i have to alwaz commit in a relationship? do i alwaz have to be that ppl to commit?

wth is wrong wit evy1 ?!!! hahahaha

i gonna get insane if i dun stop. so i gonna put sth colorful....

me, xiao hui, shih yun n steven took some pics.

its like a boost in my life, just as an entertainment la. haha

i uploaded in facebook n frenster too. just wanna reupload so i can think back all d pleasures we got !!

 

seemed lik it abit ruined my blog. haha

doesnt matter la... just for sharing purpose.

life is like a circle. our life is made up wit the involvement of others.

whatever we did will affect each others! so think twice be4 u do anythin.

dun regret it afterwads. sum things are not mendable. it cannot be fixed.

the scar will alwaz be there. i will train my patience my love for u all.

i realized that mood counts in writing blog !

so, i better write while the insipration n moods still here. lol.

what is a house ? house it the place which offered u a cover place.

what is a home ? home is the place wit love, concerns, cares... a place u'll find comfort.

isnt blog intended to let ppl express out all their feelings ?

bt i dun think its good to let ppl have a view of all ur privacy.

i got a new thought, i used to think that saying out all ur probs out loud is a way to find release.

bt thn now i realised that there are sth that even u said it out there wun b a solution !

n yet ur jz like risking ur reputation, ur own self honour by revealing all the privacy beneath u !

sum things are meant to happened. u jz have deal wit it n learn sth fr it n jz grow wit it !!!

dun blame anyone or anything for tat. things alwayz happen for a reasons.

i muz be mature !! haha N STRONG !!! i know there are sum frens tat'll be aside me when i needed them

then its more than enuf alr.... life isnt perfect !

bt as my daddy said. 'his/her life remains their life, my life has to GO ON' !!!!

stay strong .... to all my beloved frens. n myslf. haha mayb this blog is intended for myslf ! :P hehehehe

back to kepong today. catched 2 movies - bride wars n eden lake.

both also interesting movie, worth seeing.

bt i guess that's not the point.

haha got into a deep conversation wit my bud.

am i those ppl tat will run away fr troubles?

whn things matter more to me, i bcame move vulnerable to it.

mayb whn u've been hurted b4, u tend to close ur heart tight so tat u wun go through the same thing gain.

i am those kind of ppl who jz care bout wat matter to me.

whn relates to those i loved, i seemed to lost all my personality, such as honesty... straight-forward.

bt i rely appreciated for all those things u said to me. i think i rely needed it

n it does mean alot to me, i'll try my best to sound out my thought nxttim ok?

i rely will try ! frens are for internity ! forever. thx for alwaz ther4 me.

if i said or did sth wrong pls jz tell me, dun give me the cold look, ignorance.

such fate that made us fren, pls dun jz push me away without any explanation.

i do care for u all. life IS short, we gotta sacrifice sth in order to get sth.

 

 

p/s : i missed kl so much, n i'm home now. haha getting abit excited man !

oni 2 wk in kampar n it had been like ages man. i'm a town gal. i nd2 breathe those smokey poisonous air....

can this 2 yr end faster ?! :P  hehehe

i downloaded this movie cos i saw leonardo dicaprio name..

haha after i watched it only i knew that this show is supposed to be the titanic 2 !

haha i have alr watched it even when the show isnt on cinema yet.

i'm so so so IN man !!!

wahahah, tis only shows how free i am here.

basically its a vry slow tempo show abt a family n their crisis.

bt it did had an unexpected ending, at least for me.

i remembered clearly that wife- kate winslet said she wanted to feel evything.

when life's geting so numb, common, boring as ages lead us to.

we tend to jz follow the trend n live of like that.

we lost the feeling the passionate towards things that we used to be !!

i alwaz wanted to go out fr msia n go c the culture, living style, the ways other countries.

n my mum called me up that day n asked me to go travel wit her.

although she said i'll hv to bear half of the cost, bt ofcos without hestitation i agreed !!

finally, i've waited o long n i got the chance to go FEEL something different !!!

haha well, the trip is on MAY which mean i'll have to wait for few more month

bt i bet it'll be worth waiting.... :P   wahahaha

 

p/s : the destination isnt fixed yet, my mum said she'll decide bt guess wat i dun give a damn of it

haha i jz wanna go feel n see all the different things n find back all my passion !! ^^

i am a happy-go-lucky gal !

why do i have to post such post ??

this is due to all the things that happened to me lately.

i dun even knoe where to start all this.

some i even forgotten. 1st, i bumped my beloved APPLE GREEN viva

( its not malay green, ok ) i was driving my frens to carefour

n suddenly the car came across n fine i wasn't paying attention either

n he kissed me on my front side bumper. it was such a slightly bump n yet is costed me 350 to fix it.

n ofcos i get spanking fr my dad. fine. i was careless back then so fine !

nxt, i wanted to download some movies using my hse computer due to my com is not functioning

therefore i went out open the stupid com n closed the monitor screen to let it load itslf quietly

n jz when i pressed the stupid button... boom... i heard this sound n guess wat?

the monitor spoilt n blank out totally. i dint even dare to admit i did tat to my parents.

omg.... all this is costing me money man! the story doesnt end here.

nxt, i went fishing wit my dad. i followed on a boat n put my hand on side of it.

the nxt things i knew is my hand bumped onto the stupid kayu fulled wit 'shells' n the blood was like .....

nth can describe it! n i got my sunglass with me which i bought it rm250 i think if i'm not mistaken.

the thing happily fall into the deep 'green' sea... n there goes my money....... haha

i even went to temple to .... how to say ? hmm, get ride of this unfortunate bloody things... hahaha

bt why isn't it working ? its driving me crazy alr... i cant spend all the hard work money i've earned on all this alr.

plssss... i beg u! those who pass by n read this blod pls pray for me... hahaha thx alot4 ur kindful hand. i Love U !!!